Depression and anxiety,  Family,  Friends,  Relationships,  Self-care

Apologies to different people


  1. I couldn’t be better
  2. I’m not good enough
  3. I quit too early
  4. I quit too late
  5. I’m not a better friend
  6. I’m sad, depressed, and dark and twisty
  7. I’m too much work
  8. I’m ungrateful
  9. I’m stubborn
  10. I’m a mess
  11. I make too many mistakes

After reading this in my journal and explaining to The Best Friend to whom these apologies were addressed, he said I was being too hard on myself. So I have added this last apology:

To myself: sorry I have such low self-esteem. I will do my best to love you as much as I can. ❤️

Ela is a twentysomething who is constantly getting stuck in self-destructive behavior and bouts of low self-esteem. She struggles with depression and writes to relieve herself of her feelings. Sometimes she even blogs about other things like makeup and positivity. One of her pieces was published in the Inquirer Young Blood in October 2017. She likes cats, dogs, and sometimes even people.

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